I’m just gearing up for my summer bible study so I’m reading
1 Thessalonians. I already couldn’t get passed verse 3 before I had to stop,
reflect, and pray. Good stuff! I love studying his word, equipping myself for
life.
My summary of verse three:
I need faith to do your work, love to be my motive and hope
in Christ Jesus that I may never give up!
Sometimes, when I’m wishing for something, you know, that
something bigger and better, the Lord reminds me of my motive. It seems I pose
that question a lot; what is my motive? Of course, I want it to be love. I want
my motives to be sincere and selfless. This isn’t always the case. Greed creeps
in or selfish ambition, among other things.
Peter told Simon the sorcerer, in Acts 8 “you have no part
in this ministry because your heart is not right before God.” Simon saw the
work of the Holy Spirit and thought he could buy this gift of God, this ability
to do what Peter and John were doing. What was his motive? It certainly wasn’t out
of love. He wanted it for his own power and prestige.
God doesn’t give us bigger and better things to enhance our
own life, to grow our own wealth, to gain our own power. “Hey world, look at
me. Look what I can do. Look what I’ve done.”
Personally, this has been a discipline for me, this whole motive thing. I have
certain desires in my heart to which I know they are God’s desire too but quite
possibly, it could be my motive, my heart that isn’t ready yet. I want to say
to God, “Look, I’m ready. I’m pretty sure now is the time.”
Did you know God
can work best in us when we just surrender? Oh how hard that is sometimes. I
know it sounds so easy. We may think we have surrendered and we think we are
ready to take on that bigger task when God knows our heart, our true thoughts.
Hebrews 4:12, “the word of God….it judges the thoughts and
attitudes of the heart.”
Simon was full of bitterness and captive to sin. Our motives
do not have to be as strong as Simons but any motive, other than love, keeps us
captive right where we are.
I feel sometimes what God has called me to do it seems hard
to reach, maybe a little out of my grasp. I seek Him, asking Him to search my
heart. Asking him to help me know what I haven’t surrendered and to keep my
motives pure.
Psalms 139:23-24 “Search me O God, and know my heart; test
me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and
lead me in the way everlasting.”
I don’t want to answer his call, or do anything for Him
before my heart is right because I can do his work with greater faith and
continued hope.
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